Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Undisclosed Desires

I've listened to this song dozens of times as I have the album but I've never really listened  until today. When I did, I was blown away.

It reminds me so much of Sir. And it's so kinky. Absolutely, deliciously kinky. I had an interesting fantasy of sorts listening to this song on repeat.

I'm standing in the middle of a room, naked before Sir. He grabs my chin with one hand, tight but not uncomfortably so. As He stares me down, I recall all the conversations we've had about how He wants to see me healed. That if there was something He could do to heal those wounds, He would. In that moment, I give over to Him completely. Bare and exposed; body, mind and soul.

He smiles to Himself seeing the emotions of understanding and surrender be painted along my features. Leaning in close, He whispers in my ear...

You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

He pauses, seeing surprise flicker across my face. Sir knows exactly how I am, even better than I know myself. He wants all the pieces I keep tucked away and hidden for Himself, to play with and explore at His leisure.

Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me
You are the one

With those words, I'm lost to Sir. And He begins the slow exploration of learning the puzzle that'll take the better part of a lifetime to unravel.

1 comment:

  1. I liked the song (never heard it before! - I love getting new music) .. & I am loving how your relationship with Sir is going!!!