Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Names

We're stuck with each other, He tells me. Maybe not the most romantic, but I see His sense of humor in it.

This all started because I was riled up which in turn leads to lots of fantasies. Confession time: I refer to Him as more than just Sir in those fantasies.

The one in question that was brought up was "Master" because I almost slipped it into our conversation. I would have wanted to sink into the earth if I hadn't caught myself. Then of course He had to tease me about it.

But the truth is that I have a desire for us to be M/s one day. I don't know if it's possible, nor how our version of M/s will turn out to be. But it's something I do want. We have talked in the past about how I'd make a good slave.

That's when I told Him that I don't plan on ever letting Him go either. Heh, Sir didn't think I would. And He has no intention of letting go of me. Hence, we're stuck with each other. I can think of worse things, heh.

That's where we are now. I'm His, and He's mine. More so than ever. It's a good place to be.

Oh, you're wondering what else I call Sir in fantasies??

Ah well...I know it's not really His thing. We've talked about it before. I do understand His reasoning and all. But sometimes in my fantasies, I call Him "Daddy", not in the sense of Age Play. But my protector, my guardian. The person I feel most safe around because He keeps me that way.

It's not a big deal. I know because He wants children of His own, He feels uncomfortable with the idea of it. Just because it's in my fantasies doesn't mean it needs to become a reality. He does a good job being my protector and supporter. The title is unnecessary at that point.

4 comments:

  1. BIKSS is sometimes an affectionate term of endearment (that we reserve just for each other), sometimes Master (in bed... and when we're doing D/s stuff) and in my head he's a Daddy figure (tho i don't use that term, and there's no age-play in these areas either).

    but ultimately, it's about not letting go. That's all that matters in the end :)

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    1. Definitely! And damn right I'm not letting Him go, LOL!

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  2. We use all three of those terms interchangeably. They all came with a certain level of uncomfortable feelings at first but that changed pretty quickly. Sire is a new one we have added and we both really like it.

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    1. Your comment inspired a blog post. It'll be up shortly, lol.

      I do like "Sire"...I could see that being lots of fun, especially in specific scenes.

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