Wednesday, March 27, 2013


We're stuck with each other, He tells me. Maybe not the most romantic, but I see His sense of humor in it.

This all started because I was riled up which in turn leads to lots of fantasies. Confession time: I refer to Him as more than just Sir in those fantasies.

The one in question that was brought up was "Master" because I almost slipped it into our conversation. I would have wanted to sink into the earth if I hadn't caught myself. Then of course He had to tease me about it.

But the truth is that I have a desire for us to be M/s one day. I don't know if it's possible, nor how our version of M/s will turn out to be. But it's something I do want. We have talked in the past about how I'd make a good slave.

That's when I told Him that I don't plan on ever letting Him go either. Heh, Sir didn't think I would. And He has no intention of letting go of me. Hence, we're stuck with each other. I can think of worse things, heh.

That's where we are now. I'm His, and He's mine. More so than ever. It's a good place to be.

Oh, you're wondering what else I call Sir in fantasies??

Ah well...I know it's not really His thing. We've talked about it before. I do understand His reasoning and all. But sometimes in my fantasies, I call Him "Daddy", not in the sense of Age Play. But my protector, my guardian. The person I feel most safe around because He keeps me that way.

It's not a big deal. I know because He wants children of His own, He feels uncomfortable with the idea of it. Just because it's in my fantasies doesn't mean it needs to become a reality. He does a good job being my protector and supporter. The title is unnecessary at that point.


  1. BIKSS is sometimes an affectionate term of endearment (that we reserve just for each other), sometimes Master (in bed... and when we're doing D/s stuff) and in my head he's a Daddy figure (tho i don't use that term, and there's no age-play in these areas either).

    but ultimately, it's about not letting go. That's all that matters in the end :)

    1. Definitely! And damn right I'm not letting Him go, LOL!

  2. We use all three of those terms interchangeably. They all came with a certain level of uncomfortable feelings at first but that changed pretty quickly. Sire is a new one we have added and we both really like it.

    1. Your comment inspired a blog post. It'll be up shortly, lol.

      I do like "Sire"...I could see that being lots of fun, especially in specific scenes.