I smile more because of Him. And He likes when I smile, which makes me smile...it's a circle of smiling and happiness.
I was listening to music last night before I headed to bed for the night.
Suddenly the image of Him filled my mind. My breath caught and my heart nearly burst.
He was all dressed up in work clothes...god he's damn sexy in those. There's something hot about a man in professional attire. I'm getting myself all worked up just thinking about it.
He has this "look" as if He's staring right to the depths of me. *melts*
Oh, His eyes. Yum! He can look at me with those any time. They're a gorgeous swirl of gold, green, and brown. Just stunning.
Then He has this thing He does...pulling off the glasses dramatically and then He has this intensity to His expression. Typically followed by "Well hello there..." *swoon*
This isn't Him being dominant. It's simply Him...being sexy and hot as hell.
The Dom look, when He lets the beast out?? Oh I stop thinking with that. Pliant submissive comes out then. Do whatever you wish, please...
His smile...I can't help but smile back. I love making Him smile. It's dazzling. Sometimes sweet, sometimes has a hint of a predatory nature to it.
I was horny as fuck yesterday. Like ready to fuck anything that moved. Instead, I opted for this amazing glass dildo I have. It has round little nobs along the length that just make it ten times better!!
I must have fucked my pussy with it for half an hour at least. 5 orgasms later...I'm blissed out. I'm still horny but I can barely move at that point.
It was Him. He's why those orgasms were that damn good...I was deep in fantasy world in my mind. He was the center of it all. He was giving me those looks that get me right at my core.
I won't go into the fantasies...but damn. Even in those, He's just irresistible. His eyes...those looks He gives me...that was a large part of it. I could hear His voice in my head and I was lost to it.
Truthfully, I'm not sure He realizes just how much He effects me. Doesn't matter if He's trying or not. Who He is turns me on. Makes me want to be closer to Him.
I can't get enough of Him.
It's those small things that are innately "Him" that makes me so excited to see Him every time.
I do get to see Him on Sunday!! See Him smile. See the sparkle in His eyes that just draws me in every time.
Oh I've got it bad for Him...I wouldn't have it any other way.