I went to bed crying last night. I couldn't stop the tears or the thoughts in my head.
Eventually I had to shut all my emotions away just so I'd be able to sleep.
He...is just a friend now.
He said I'm one of his best friends and he's happy he didn't lose me.
He didn't want to see me get burned, because I was getting too close.
Kind of too late for that.
There's something I never told him. I can't now.
I don't know what to do with this blog.
I'm not going to get rid of it. I may just not post as often.
The weekend was nice at least. I can tuck that away into the happy folder in my mind.
Everything has changed.
I don't know what else to do except cry. I'm going to cry until I can't anymore.