Wednesday, October 10, 2012

It feels like the end

I went to bed crying last night. I couldn't stop the tears or the thoughts in my head.

Eventually I had to shut all my emotions away just so I'd be able to sleep. just a friend now.

He said I'm one of his best friends and he's happy he didn't lose me.

He didn't want to see me get burned, because I was getting too close.

Kind of too late for that.

There's something I never told him. I can't now.

I don't know what to do with this blog.

I'm not going to get rid of it. I may just not post as often.

The weekend was nice at least. I can tuck that away into the happy folder in my mind.

Everything has changed.

I don't know what else to do except cry. I'm going to cry until I can't anymore.

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