Thursday, January 10, 2013

When words fail me

Phrases He said over the last 24 hours:

"It couldn't have been anyone but you."

"It's a when, not an if."

"You're an answer to a prayer...
which means that my belief now is partially because of you."

The "when" bit is interesting. That's apparently what He's been operating based off for quite some time. I was still stuck in the land of "if" which now makes all of our miscommunication understandable.

I have no idea how to handle the "answer to a prayer" part. I have no comment; just a mixture of awe and stunned silence.

He's said much more than those. So much more. Hinted at dozens of things. Wanting me to meet more of His friends. Integrating me into His life.

I'm overloaded...overwhelmed.

A mixture of relief and joy. And maybe a little bit of: "Omg, He's serious..."


  1. That's so wonderful! You must be over the moon! (((Hugs)))

    1. I am content and happy in a way I've never known. It's a very good thing! :)

      When so much is uncertain in our separate lives (especially at this given moment), it's incredible to have the resolve and strength to face the unknown head on.

      Things will happen in their own time. We'll figure it out as we go. In this moment, I do not fear the path I cannot see. I walk it gladly, knowing He is by my side.